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IAmSoVerySorry对不起

时间:2020-09-18 15:09:27 作者:佚名 来源:网络

   To:Jacob~From:Meg

   

   DearJacob,

   

   I'vefoundthatmanypeopletendtonotspeakupwhensomethingbothersthem,thinkingthatitistrivialtomentionit.Unfortunately,whathappensisafterrepeatedtimesofnotspeakingup,somesmalloccurrencehappensanditendsupbeingthestrawthatbrokethecamel'sback.Theotherpartner,moreoftenthannot,hasnocluewhattheyareupsetaboutandthereforethinktheyareover-reacting.

   

   Ifeellikethisisthestoryofourrelationship.Ihatearguingwithyou;Ihatehearingthatpain-filledtoneofyourvoice,orfeelingyourcoldshoulderwhenIbrushpastjusttogetahintofyourscent.I'mnotnaturallyanangryperson;youknowthatfromwhenyoufirstmetme.Ihavesomanybadmemories,somanymomentsthatIholdmyselfinbecausetheyseemtobeallthatisleftofme.IfeellikeaghostcreatedfromtornwebsofmypastandIhavebroughtallthatintoarelationship,thinkingthatpastproblemswon'tmeltoverintopresentdilemmas.I'vebeenlivingalie.

   

   Ourargumentwascausedfromsomanythings.Myinsecurities,mylackofself-worth,theselfishwanttobetheonlyonethatmakesyousmileandtossasparkleacrossyoureye.Iknowthattheblameismostlymine.Yourfriendsareyourfamily,muchlikemymotherismyfamily.IdefendthethingsshesaysanddoesoutofloveandIknowyoudomuchofthesameforthem.

   

   I'msorryfornottakingthetimetobepatientwithyou,tositandlistenandunderstandthewayyoufeel.IknowthatIwillneverknowthethingstheysharewithyouandyousharewiththemandthereforeyourrelationshipwiththemisofadifferentimportancethanyoursandmine.WhenyousayIamwronginamatterthatconcernsyourfriends,yourfamily,thenmostlikelyIam...I'msorryforhurtingyouandbeatingyoudownsooften.IfanyoneshowsalackofrespectinthisrelationshipthenIsupposeitismewhoistoblame.

   

   Ifeellikeyoudon'twanttobenearme,#p##e#youdon'twanttotouchmeafterwhatI'vesaidanddonetowardsyou.IftheringerwereonrightnowIwouldknowthattherewasachanceformetocometoyoursideandsaythisinperson.AnythingtoletyouknowthatthisismesayingI'msorry,Jacob,I'mso,sosorry.Ifyoucouldeverforgivemeitwouldnotgounappreciated,ifnotthenitwillnotgomisunderstood.

   

   ThisisallIcansay,andifyouaskmeto,Iwillsaynomoreeveragaintoyou.

   

   Ijustwishyoutoknowthatmyselfishwillhasbroken,mybarriershavefallen,andmyloveforyouhascomeintofullview.Ineverwanttohaveusturnandgoaway....Wemightfeelbetterifwestay.

   

   Lovealways,

   

   YourMeggie